Negative Energy from Negative People

Today I was thinking how freakishly dangerous it really is to have negative people in your aura. Over the last few weeks, I've really started to realize that I'm becoming more and more sheltered everyday when it comes to who I associate with and what I do. I've always believed that everything happens for a reason, because if I didn't, God knows I would have gone crazy years ago. For those who know me very well, they know I absolutely cannot stand negativity; whether it's negative actions, or negative thinking, I just don't like it, and I try very hard to shield myself from it.

This is especially true when it comes to people who I associate with on a daily basis. I'm very choosy, and I can count on one hand how many people I truly trust, or those who truly know me for who I am, and not what I represent. I hate liars, and I think liars are the WEAKEST people in the world, because the lie is never about you, it's about them; which is why I leave it up to the Universe to rid me of liars and thieves, which God has done for me over the last few weeks.

People who lie to others have no respect for themselves. . .which, I think, is the lowest category a person can fall in to; the "no self-respect" category. At the end of the day, it doesn't bother me much because it's their karma, and not mine. I guess the next time they're wondering why they're suddenly having panic attacks, or why they're "hurting," or single, or why they're having mood swings, it's karma working its beautiful magic.

Or if they gain a few pounds. . .that's karma, my friend.

;)

Moving on. . . My birthday is in a few weeks, and I am really looking forward to it. I'm having a party at my best friend's house on February 6, and then the next day I am going down to Atlantic City for a nice, extended weekend. The poker tables are calling my name...and I'm answering.

Things have been extremely busy for me lately. This is my last semester of school, and it's becoming very hectic. If I'm not working, I'm at school; if I'm not at school, I'm doing research and papers. It's becoming a little hard balancing everything at once, but hopefully as the next few weeks pass by, I'll become more adapted to the craziness.

I don't know why but the last few days I've been thinking a lot about the past. It's just been one of those elements of time, when I just sit back and go over a lot of things. I'm also finding myself doing some things that I used to do a few years ago, just to bring me back to that timeframe. For example, tonight I made myself some nachos with extra, extra cheese and watched a really good movie that I couldn't bring myself to watching in years. Ninety-nine percent of you probably have no idea what I'm referring to, but that's okay. . .this blog is just for me.

I remember when I had a LiveJournal years and years ago. My goodness, how fast the time flies by. . . I think I had one for three years, from 2002-05. Geez! It feels like lifetimes ago. . . Maybe it was.

I REALLY like the new Kelly Clarkson song. I can't wait for her to go on tour again. Speaking of tours, I can't wait to see Britney Spears on March 13 and 14 at the Prudential Center. I haven't seen her live in YEARS. I also heard Madonna is going on tour again this summer, but she's doing the same tour so I wont be going, unless the setup and set list change significantly, which I don't think either will.

It's a Friday night, 9:52 and I'm doing absolutely nothing except sitting here writing random bullshit; at least my class was canceled for tomorrow. (I hate Saturday classes.) I was going to go out tonight, but I decided against.

Whatever.

xxx